♥

He is the most amazing person I have ever encountered in my entire life.

When I was a little girl, I always bought into those fairytales and stories.
As I grew up, I unfortunately learned that situations and people come into your life that deceivingly appear as fairytales or appeal to you as such.  I learned in awful ways that you can be easily deceived by those hopeful moments in our lives.
As a result of this, I became pretty jaded.

Someone then came along who took that away.
He made me realise that those fairytale moments are possible.
He turned my hopes; things I never thought I could have, into a reality.
He gave me my faith back.. faith in the human population.. faith in love.. faith in life.

I wish he could see how much he's impacted my life.
I wish he would realise that this is worth the fight.

He is everything that I have ever wanted.

I have never felt happier or more content with myself and my life until him.
Everything just sort of fell into place when I met him.
He filled that hole, that void that was there.
He was the something that was missing.
He proved the rest of them wrong.
He proved to me that I deserve better than what I had.

I was skeptical in the beginning, because of the past.
But this was different.
I listened.
I reconsidered my original thoughts.
I trusted.
That jaded feeling faded.
I eventually believed.
I fell.
I allowed myself to become completely immersed within another person.
I had never felt so sure.

He is my best friend; the person I can tell my biggest secrets and my deepest thoughts to.
I trust him with my life.
We have so much fun; always.
We make eachother laugh.
He has this ridiculously contageous smile.
He makes me feel beautiful.
He is sensitive and not afraid to feel the things he wants/needs to feel.
He is so caring and generous.  There is nothing he won't do for his friends.
When we work as a team, I feel like we can take on anything.
He has this amazingly sweet side that not everyone gets the chance to see.
He accepts me for who I am; quirks and flaws included.
I can always be myself around him.  I never have to hide anything.
There is a comfort in his arms that I have never felt.
He is who I see myself going on life's adventures with.

The thought of losing that, is suffocating; devastating.

And despite everything, I am still so sure of what I want and what I forsee.
I have never wanted anything more in my entire life.
"Standing here until you make me move".
There is not a single reason that I can put into words as to why we shouldn't be together.
This is worth every ounce of energy that I have.
It is worth everything.

I love you.

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